I never really felt like
Anybody truly understood me
Feel like
I need to pray to God more and
Just learn to appreciate the finer things in life

I thought that maybe if I gained some traction id be happy
I said that I don't need nobody but I'm lying sadly
What is real and what is fake? The question I've been asking
Been feeling on the edge of death it's like my worlds been crashing
Lacking passion the motivation not to quit
I have a goal to reach the masses so I must condone to it
Maybe I should make some friends, maybe I should laugh a little
Nothing's ever good enough for me my heart is crippled
Probably never love again I hate relationships
I hate to change, I hate the fact that I ain't over it
I wear a mask to hide the pain I know you can relate
They think I'm great I think I'm far from that I'm more a fake

Look in the mirror I don't know who I am no more
My thoughts round and round they go
I need relief can't calm down
Take a step back cause I'm feeling so low now
I'm so stressed out (oh oh oh)
So stressed out (oh oh oh)
All this negativity can't get away from
All this negativity I need a break from

I feel uncomfortable in situations I admit it
I'm hard to deal with lately I ain't even been committed
I wonder if I died tomorrow would they even miss me?
Just cause we blood doesn't actually mean that we are family
I'm feeling angered my OCD is kicking in
I'm overthinking constantly these voices coming back again
Will I ever find myself? Will I ever rise to fame?
Or will I be another number just to die in vain?
Got me questioning and drifting off to outer space
Must be more to life than money, cars, and woman ay?
Since my ex truthfully I haven't been the same
Stressing to the max it's like a wilder beast that can't be tamed

Look in the mirror I don't know who I am no more
My thoughts round and round they go
I need relief can't calm down
Take a step back cause I'm feeling so low now
I'm so stressed out (oh oh oh)
So stressed out (oh oh oh)
All this negativity can't get away from
All this negativity I need a break from

I wish I woulda paid attention more growing up
If I had a time machine I'd fix a lot of stuff
Wasted memories people always fade away
Insecurities have levelled up another day
What's my purpose? I have yet to find an answer still
I apologize if I sign a record deal
Family's gotta eat I hope that ya'll can understand
Message never switching always stay the way I am

Look in the mirror I don't know who I am no more
My thoughts round and round they go
I need relief can't calm down
Take a step back cause I'm feeling so low now
I'm so stressed out (oh oh oh)
So stressed out (oh oh oh)
All this negativity can't get away from
All this negativity I need a break from

So stressed out
I'm so stressed out
All this negativity can't get away from
All this negativity I need a break from
So stressed out
I'm so stressed out
All this negativity can't get away from
All this negativity I need a break from