I still remember that day when I first hit you up
And that... smile on your face knew that she was the one
I was digging my grave lost in my ways really had no luck
Then you... gave me some faith that maybe I could finally trust
Our late night conversations we would talk up on the phone for hours
Didn't judge where I came from barely had an income
But to you it didn't matter
You feel in love from the inside
I feel your pain and I know that you feel mine
Then I'm watching these years just go by
Once again we'd argue and fight
Say I'm wrong when I know that I'm right
Our L-O-V-E so blind
Have makeup sex know I can't resist
What the hell is this?! I'm not fine
Now I'm...
Sifting through these memories we shared together
You lied and told me that we'd always be forever

I love you / you hate me
So toxic it's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time

I love you / you hate me
So toxic it's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time

Such a bad temper I need to learn to control it
And we're... never revamping the rage inside keeps growing
It's about to get physical without a plan in motion
I keep looking for answers but every time I ask you blow it
Like... when will I realize? Need to move on, I can't do this no more
Still... missing them car rides reminiscing alright
Why can't I let go?
You're confident sexy but also a hot mess
Your arms around me theres no stress
We both had goals with strong ambition
Now I'm sitting here wishing could forget
I stooped so low in the dark
Gave you the keys to my heart
Become so cold tell me where do I go?
When my whole world falling apart
Damn...
Must a took me for a fucking fool
Cause ain't nobody gonna love you like I do

I love you / you hate me
So toxic it's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time

I love you / you hate me
So toxic it's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time

I don't wanna love no more
I'm sorry it's too late you'll miss me when I'm gone
So many questions I'll never know why
It always felt like I'm the only one to try
Just want relief, I don't wanna die
Been on repeat, can't get you off my mind
I love you / you hate me
So toxic it's crazy

I love you / you hate me (you hate me)
So toxic it's crazy (it's crazy)
I wonder if I am on your mind (really wonder though)
I feel like I keep wasting my time (uh uh)

I love you / you hate me
So toxic it's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time