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Hopeless Lyrics - Artist : Problematic
Lets rewind a few years back 2012
I was ashamed of myself didn't believe in my skills Knew I wanted to spit real just to give them the chills So they can relate to what I feel the connection is near School was such a joke kept on smoking to cope Getting picked on everyday nobody there to help me out Mama told me quit rapping that I took the wrong route Had to get an education fuck you doing with yourself? Well I... had a strong ambition from this dream I envisioned Flawless on a mission here to murder competition Keep a clear conscious block away hate intended Got a couple screws lose sanity missing 2013 got caught in hot water Police watching close fucking stuck up in some drama In a hot pursuit thinking why'd I even bother Back and forth to jail face to face I met karma I do believe in afterlife I do believe in Christ Forgive me of my sins hope I make it through the night For I done too many wrongs past has haunt me every time But my fuck ups made me stronger made me come to realize That people only there cause you got what they want I'm done with fake friends like a whore you just suck I'm a hip hop sinister trapped like a prisoner In a world I can't escape colder than the winter sir Sounding so poetic call me Edgar Allen Poe Put my shit together like a carpenter I flow Like electric circuits I am dangerous for sho' Did it Independent I just thought I'd let you know 2014 wasn't getting any better Lost my homeboy in a fire man I miss you more than ever Now your son is growing up reminds me so much of you Ima conquer and accomplish what you said to pursue Finna be a better father figure than the one I had Step dad beat up on my ma had to witness it was sad Brothers even younger got em' scarring like a tat Continue moving forward I ain't never looking back I do have bi-polar and O.C.D. Along with under-lying anger issues fuck you mean? I can't over come adversity watch and see I guarantee you'll wish never doubted me I'm killing in the booth better bring that yellow tape Destroy your fate hella mellow with your bae We are all slaves to the government the way Society is brainwashed I can't be sane My girl and I keep arguing fighting a lot No solution I'm to blame our love is stuck in a knot I was lying had a temper didn't know what I want Other than to be alone so I could find my spot Months went by I got off them damn depressants Drugs not the answer just brought upon tension Once rebelled now compel asking God for Redemption Maneuver through obstacles improving every section Childhood was bitter sense the struggle is real Trips to the food bank can't afford no meal Social services in and out whats the deal? Life can be a fucking joke finna label it the gag reel Rappers in a stand still brought up in a landfill Spamming artists to receive publicity we can't feel Concerned about your news feed who's following back You're so desperate for attention your whole mind has collapsed Dead bodies laying in the streets kids being homeless While you frozen in snow looking hopeless Humanity atrocious you better fucking notice Maybe that's the reason I suffer from phychosis 20-15 grinding hard to make an EP Success on the verge keep on chasing after my dreams Stay focused be consistent show a little sympathy Spit it so meaningful make it last like memories Can't erase what's done but I'm learning from mistakes I ain't looking for the fame I'm just tryna make a name Last one standing you would swore I won the hunger games Writing helps to heal the pain and get rid of these stomach aches |
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