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Several Years Lyrics - Artist : Sik World
Lately, all I feel is pain
Feels like my heart doesn't beat the same I wanna give up and I just feel stuck in a life that I know I cannot change I'm really lonely and feel drained Sometimes I feel like a mistake I just sit and dwell in my trauma My life's full of problems, I feel like I might break Tried to move on, but I just can't Breakdown after breakdown and somedays I wish I could run away just to escape And feel at ease even if it means one day Where did my life go wrong? I was a happy teen and now I'm an adult Who's sad as hell and always at a loss No one can tell I'm drowning in my thoughts I'm still lost tryna find purpose After all these years, I'm still searching Hope you forgive me for being a burden Self-love is something that I'm still learning And I know I lie when I tell you I'm fine 'Cause nobody knows I'm struggling inside Sorry if you see me cry It's just I finally realized It's been several years Since I felt okay, I'm losing my way and It's been several years Since I've been on meds, I still feel depressed and It's been several years Since I felt alive, there's no tears to cry and It's been several years Since I had a friend, that came and went Lately, I feel so depressed Tried to get help, but I'm still a mess I don't ever rest, I guess I'm stressed Got my head down, hands gripping on my neck Did I take my last breath? Did I walk my last step? I'm alive, but inside I am dead Look, I lied, I'm not fine 'cause my mind is a wreck I saw pictures of me in elementary I don't remember teachers ever telling me I'd be an adult who senses people's energy Being an empath attracts those who lack empathy When I look back, my past shows me bad memories Plus, it's so sad, I had to withstand everything I felt my last ex, damn, thought you'd stand next to me You stabbed my back, and that hurt me bad mentally It definitely changed me, but I forgive you I understand now that you had your own issues Your fear of abandonment really convinced you That you weren't enough for the love I would give you I tried, but I broke myself tryna fix you And I feel hurt that you couldn't commit to Me or the love I would give you Nobody knows what I been through It's been several years Since I felt okay, I'm losing my way and It's been several years Since I've been on meds, I still feel depressed and It's been several years Since I felt alive, there's no tears to cry and It's been several years Since I had a friend, that came and went |
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