[Sik World:]
I gotta be real with myself
I wasn't being real to myself
I still have scars that run deep and I haven't spent any time healing myself
No one around could, feel what I felt
I felt stuck from putting fear in myself
I'm still getting burned, now I'm steaming in hell
God, acting like I'm not screaming for help
I, gotta get up
I can feel it in my gut I wanna give up
I can't trust anyone 'cause everyone switch up
I can't love anyone 'cause everyone slip up
It's just me, don't got anyone I can hit up
All I dreamt of was seeing a stadium fill up
Because of me every light in it gets lit up
Changing the world through every lyric I spit up
But until a, change happens in me I can never change it
I turned fake, I got the balls to say it
I was riding waves, tryna get famous
A million plays, they know what my name is
Now I hate the stress that it all came with
My anxiety's high and it's mad dangerous
I lost my girl, I could never save us
Being honest with yourself is the hardest ain't it?
It's okay to admit when you're wrong and you're fake
It's okay to lose yourself when you make mistake
It's okay to lose faith after a heart break
I can't say I'm perfect if I did I'm lying to your face
I'm a liar, and I lie everyday, I act like I'm fine but I ain't
Inside I'm dying and I pray, 'cause I'm only human
Yeah what more can I say? Damn

[Sik World