I'm the biggest loner you'll ever meet
I walk alone in these empty streets,
My life is harder then it could be
Since every friend I had turned on me
Seems like when everything was right,
It just all went wrong,
Now I'm staring into my mic
Tryna record the words to these songs
I'm not trying to cry about it,
Because god says I should man up
My feelings are so jammed up
I can't keep calm I just tantrum
I take a hand gun
Point it to myself, see who would be the first to help
But no one would, leave me to bleed to my own death
It's for the fucking best
Everyone said they had my back,
When I turn around I only see a shadow,
In front of me is my enemies smiling,
With hammers and daggers,
I close my eyes prepare for disaster,
As I do memories move backwards,
And my old friends who said they had my back welp,
This is what happened after, ugh

[Hook:]
I swear you don't mean shit, everytime I pass you
(Everytime I pass you - you ain't my friend)
Mr. you don't know me anymore I gotta ask you
(Gotta ask you - what did I do)
To deserve all the shit that you put me through
(Let me know)
When you know damn well I stayed true to you
(What did I do)
To deserve all the shit that you put me through
(Let me know)
When you know damn well I stayed true to you

What did I ever do to deserve to get hurt,
I put them first, and they put me last,
When I was at my worst they would simply laugh