Decay
Toss me in the trash but it's okay
Don't wait
I'll be one to sing straight

Maybe I've tried too hard to fit
Maybe I fucked myself again
But maybe I'm wrong, I'm just a little off
I'm a little bit messed up in my head
If I can't change the way I think of things
I'll never live this down
Maybe I had too much to drink again
I'm poisoning the well

Two-faced, everybody always lying
Who cares, get the drama out of my way
Your voices try, you're telling at me crying
But the truth is you're the only ones that I have
I started wishing I was different
I wouldn't turn off everyone I met
I'd take your image but all filters
Turn myself to someone they'd accept
Not just the ones who'd play somewhere
It wasn't in the cards for me I guess
I wanna burn out everything and
Build it back from all the ashes

I wanna burn on everything
And build it back from all the embers
I just wanna sabotage
Everybody that fucks me over
I just try and stay on top of things
I'm choking under pressure
Today I wish I was somebody else
But I don't care, whatever

Decay
Toss me in the trash but it's okay
Don't wait
I'll be one to sing straight
Decay
Toss me in the trash but it's okay
Don't wait
I'll be one to sing straight

Maybe I've tried too hard to fit
Maybe I fucked myself again
But maybe I'm wrong, I'm just a little off
I'm a little bit messed up in my head
If I can't change the way I think of things
I'll never live this down
Maybe I had too much to drink again
I'm poisoning the well