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dreams (interlude) Lyrics - Artist : convolk
Walkin' in the cold
I couldn't feel anything All I could think of was my mother's old wedding ring And couldn't figure out what about it touched me mentally Maybe it's thinkin' 'bout my past and what its all meant to me I realize that livin' isn't meant for me Not to complain, but, death isn't my enemy I have a lot of those, a lot of people hate me But they don't realize it's them who mothafuckin' made me Tell me I fuckin' suck, tell me I'm fuckin' weird It's nothin' new to me, you say it and I barely hear it I wanna make you happy, I wanna make you laugh I wanna come in first place, I always come in last This is the way I fall, this is the way I crash I won't pick up your calls, you make me feel like trash I'm takin' pills in public, call it a call for help I'm a puppy dog, chained up, and my master's left I was your favorite son, I was your number one You fill me up with love, and now you're fuckin' gone And now it's me and dad, he never understands me When you died, he told me "don't cry, it's only family" Well, he didn't say that, but that's what it felt like I'm not tryna be edgy, I'm not lookin' for sad eyes It's funny, that I'm not funny I'm quite ugly, I'm quite stupid Funny that it's so funny and quite cute and not like you, bitch Still strange, how much you cross my mind Still painful when I think about your smile All things said and done, actually not depressed I'm actually almost happy, just got this off my chest I bet you felt this way, like you deserve a death But, it'll find you anyway, close your eyes and take a breath My only solace now, is to fill my fuckin' skull with lead Don't forget that life is all inside your motherfuckin' head Yeah, we're sleepin', man It's a fuckin' dream, don't take it seriously Let yourself feel inactive Just don't give a shit about other people, man Everyone's gonna think I'm mad weird for this, whatever... |
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