Sunshine don't shine no more
These days when it rains, it pours
No tears can't try no more
Pain strong I can't ignore
Get high to numb the pain
Get drunk to numb the pain
These days I don't feel the same
These days I don't feel the same

All I remember is losses
Was sprinting to the top
The devil caught me, he was jogging
Now he robbing my inner strength
All my haters should give him thanks, yea
Breakdown, collapsing, so fragile
I cry, fighting myself in this battle
Whip tears and my soul raddles
It don't matter, I run and I get tackled
My home is no castle, ex think ima asshole
I might need a chapel, a team like Seattle
This life is a hassle, too much to handle
Feeling vandal, I might light a candle
Can't catch a break, but keep breaking down
I think my bad karma, just stays around
And surrounds me like the atmosphere
I know you see me, I'm not actually here

Sunshine don't shine no more
These days when it rains, it pours
No tears can't try no more
Pain strong I can't ignore
Get high to numb the pain
Get drunk to numb the pain
These days I don't feel the same
These days I don't feel the same

Thoughts too deep for a therapist
Was thought that weak is embarrassing
My eyes watery I don't need a Claritin
Chasing a dream, but it's not American
Never had enough to be arrogant
But, ima change that narrative
They wanna be relevant
Ima be a relevant when ima skeleton
Now I'm back in my element
In the hood, back in hell again
Ima die, that is my estimate
When it's time, I hope I'm ahead of it
Cus I go too much to give
Too much too give to live
I don't wanna die yet
I go too much to give
Too much too give to live
I don't wanna die

Sunshine don't shine no more
These days when it rains, it pours
No tears can't try no more
Pain strong I can't ignore
Get high to numb the pain
Get drunk to numb the pain
These days I don't feel the same
These days I don't feel the same