Feel like I deserve a trophy
Pour one for my homies
I gotta keep a thirty and my forty
'Cause you don't know what I been through, no
Seem like I'm goin' a lil crazy but how can you blame me
When you can't feel the pain 'cause you ain't me
You don't know what I been through, no

Lately she been driving a nigga crazy
I gotta watch my back 'cause they hate me
So how can you blame me?
For putting fifty in this drakey
I gotta make it home to my baby
Man this shit crazy
I love my grandmother, she raised me
My dad was never, that nigga shady
But fuck it, that's what made me
Now I'm that nigga, it amaze me
How it seems my life changing
Bitch I'm still on the block, niggas still getting shot
By cops, and you wonder why it's niggas still hot
'Cause my niggas still thuggin' and they think we still not
Feds tryna build a case so we screaming fuck cops
All this pressure on a nigga, hella extra on a nigga
Tryna see what's on my mind, always questioning a nigga
I gotta keep it real if nobody else will
See this pain in my eyes, now let me tell you how it feel
When the fame came in, my niggas start changing
And the love got lost when the money got taken
It's hard being real, tryna maneuver through fakeness
I never believed that I could make it
But you seen my greatness before I seen it
And for the record with them bitches, I never cheated
I admit I took it back but I was never leaving
I go to sleep and see black, I ain't never dreaming

Feel like I deserve a trophy
Pour one for my homies
I gotta keep a thirty and my forty
'Cause you don't know what I been through, oh-woah
Seem like I'm goin' a lil crazy but how can you blame me
When you can't feel the pain 'cause you ain't me
You don't know what I been through, oh-woah, yeah yeah

All these people come around when you up and when you down
The shit don't feel the same when it used to make you smile
Now I just need somebody that can hold a nigga down
And you hold a nigga, down
Whole lot of pain, this shit ain't the same
But I make the best of what I became
And I love the way you do your thing, love the way you move it
I just can't help but let you do your thing
I remember back then all I wanted was your name
Now I can't wait to change your name
And a nigga still thuggin', some days it's still rain
Sorry mama but I gotta keep my thing
I remember back then all I wanted was your name
Now a nigga can't wait to change your name
And a nigga still thuggin', some days it's still rain
Sorry mama but I gotta keep my thing

Feel like I deserve a trophy
Pour one for my homies
I gotta keep a thirty and my forty, oh-woah
Seem like I'm goin' a lil crazy but how can you blame me
When you can't feel the pain 'cause you ain't me