When I speak I'm wishing for a rough time
Just know I'll throw it all away
When I say I'm not here for a long time
Just know that (Ooooh)

You can tell me lies cause I like different things
You can take my life, I don't like good it brings
Try to snatch my soul, I'll give it right to you
But when I offer up you don't know what to do
Feed me turpentine and lavender
Tell me what is right, I've had enough
Show me to the world evil it brings
Reach inside my brain maybe you'll learn a thing

When I speak I'm wishing for a rough time
Just know I'll throw it all away
When I say I'm not here for a long time
Just know that (Ooooh)
Just know

Tell the truth is what I want too
For you to choose leave me nothing
When I'm awake, I'll scratch my head
Turn on the light and wish I was dead
I get home and I just think think thinking
Then I fall asleep now I'm dream dream dreaming
When I arise you know I plan on leaving
When I arise just know I'm-

When I speak I'm wishing for a rough time
Just know I'll throw it all away
When I say I'm not here for a long time
Just know that (Ooooh)
Just know
When I speak I'm wishing for a rough time
Just know I'll throw it all away
When I say I'm not here for a long time
Just know that (Ooooh)
Just know