Thought I looked and saw a photo of my life
Not 4 years before I turned 5, that's enough
When you truly know the nature of our lives
It'll be way past our all our primes, what a bust

I've been seeing eyes but they just whispered in my head
We will never truly kick it till the bucket at the end
Fuck, I need a drink, I need a bump, I needa bend
I needa……… guess I need a next
Still you talking like you know me
That's the perks of growing up, never know until its done
The greatest enemies the person in your life
That makes you think that when you grow up all this shit will be alright
Could be a mother or a father or sister
Usually a lover never thought that you could never miss but
Aiming's getting tough when you been aiming for a missed shot
I guess this growing up is just the painting on the the picture

And I'll drink till my liver gets cirrhosis,
And I've been thinking its something that you should notice
From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus
And I'll just drink untill my liver gets cirrhosis
I need some balance, need some truth
I needa go with, I needa go with…

And I'll just drink till my liver gets cirrhosis
And my wife gets a call from a room
I'm just lying in, no need to lie to the family
We just dying man
I need balance, I need truth I need some vitamins
I need some guidance I'm just sick of all that lying man
I'm sick of all the lying man

Could've been the 20 hours I was closed lip
Did you even notice, Its notable
Never needed your help
Or did I lie to myself
It's easy tryna cope
When you deny that your alone
Forgetting times, I got too fucked up drinking wine
And calling phones I knew would not reply
Or even give me the time, just to swipe too the right
A little message or a line, I think im loosing my…

It's all good
Forgetting times, on time again
It's all good
Cause I'ma smash fucking that bottle
And ill drink till halleluiah
Fucking 40 days left praying
Just to fall upon a new star
It's all good
It's all good

And I'll drink till my liver gets cirrhosis
And I've been thinking its something that you should notice
From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus
And I'll just drink until my liver gets cirrhosis
I need some balance, need some truth
I needa go with, I needa go with…