Soul cry...

I was young or maybe I was confused cause the doctor sent you home and I thought everything was cool
A couple days passed I got a call that you was gone and I ain't make it to see you knowing that I was wrong
See cause I was busy telling myself that granny ain't never leaving, cause it ain't no way in hell
That god will take my family faith, I close my eyes and cry when I can't remember your face
And I rather be alone I think my family really knew how selfish I really was and what you said was all true
Why Shaun couldn't make it in to see me how I was suppose to know that time was racing back to beat me?
Must have been immortal I thought you would live forever knew I could count on you just to make the bad better
Would give it all for you to live another day just pray that you can forgive me dear granny savior

Raise different I know I ain't living right
But I thought if I would pray then that would make the wrongs right
So tell me why I still ain't let it go
And why I can't forget it, everyday I still know
And why I think of it the middle of the day
And why I feel the world know like it's written over my face
Did so much dirt I never meant to lose sight
Of what was really important reasons to really fight

And every other day there's something new I know I ain't living right, when wrong so easy to do
Just hope you can forgive me for the choices that I made don't think for a second ion regret it everyday
I asked a million times over and over knowing I hate to cry just keep hearing that I told ya
It's like everybody know what's best for me can say what you would've did, but I ain't say it's meant to be
And I'ma live with every single choice I made that's why old people say just be careful what you pray
Should've put you first, busy thinking of me forgot about you, how I forget my mini me
It's like what if you should've made it and what if I wasn't selfish, like what about my baby
It's like what if I wasn't rushing and if I had time to let you know I love you and you're always on my mind

Raise different I know I ain't living right
But I thought if I would pray then that would make the wrongs right
So tell me why I still ain't let it go
And why I can't forget it, everyday I still know
And why I think of it the middle of the day
And why I feel the world know like it's written over my face
Did so much dirt I never meant to lose sight
Of what was really important reasons to really fight