It ain't my party
But imma cry
All my dms
They're so dry
Tumbleweeds
Rolling by
I need a refund on my fuckin life

Jk
I'm kinda okay
A lil disarray
From the misery

I'm at the party and I'm feeling hopeless
I'm staying here but I'm going on a trip

I wanna feel the meaning in this
I just took something I don't know what it is
I wanna feel the meaning in this
I just saw myself for the first time
I just saw myself for the first time

I just saw myself
I just saw myself
I just saw myself for the first time
I just saw myself for the first time

No one person could stop me now
No one thought could talk me outta this
State of mind I fought too hard for it
Cali nights
I sacrificed
I lost myself
I said goodbye to
All of me
I didn't like I

I'm at the party and I'm feeling hopeless
I'm staying here but I'm going on a trip

I wanna feel the meaning in this
I just took something I don't know what it is
I wanna feel the meaning in this
I just saw myself for the first time
I just saw myself for the first time

I just saw myself
I just saw myself
I just saw myself for the first time
I just saw myself for the first time

Yeah

I wanna feel the meaning in this
I just took something I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is