I wake up everyday and feelin empty, feelin all grey
My psychiatrist keeps sayin "everything is gonna be okay"
I talked to my friends, they asked me "what happened with you?"
Sure, lemme tell you that and what the fuck I've been through

Long, long ago, I was no one I wasn't this messed
And, no, no don't know, I don't know how could I be so depressed
These people always tell me, "you should stop being unhappy"
Goddamit, how the hell is that supposed to help me

In other hand I've never wanted to confess that I'm sad
Cause I'm a clown and my job is to make people happy you know that?
I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh
But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself

God knows
All these feelings I consider as a time bomb cause it
Gets worse
Everyday I have to make lies sure it ain't right better than die or should I?

Shit... I'm done... trying so hard not to give a fuck
I want to have fun, like a lot of people, like a normal people

In other hand I've never wanted to confess that I'm sad
Cause I'm a clown and my job is to make people happy you know that?
I like to laugh, I like to make people laugh
But the problem is why I cannot do that to myself

So I wake up everyday and feelin better, feelin not grey
My psychiatrist is saying "everything is finally okay"
I told all my friends I said "I'm no longer feelin blue"
And they believe it... they don't know its a lie they have no clue