I'm sorry
I'm ugly
all that I am
and I can never live up

I'm failing
I'm angry
afraid of the ways
they pretend to be us

it's fucked up
I'm different
words remain
my only escape

art saves
all of me
evolving

and now you're walking away!!!

I'm so afraid
and now you're walking away

I'm so ashamed
and now you're walking away!!

[voodoo spell:]
Berrate unshat'ecat

[II.]

my mistake
was trusting you

blood pigs
with creating my fate

with poetry
and suffering

I cannibalized
every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid
everyday

these greedy worms
- they devour my plagues

I'm not your slave
I'm conquering
you see me rise

and now you're walking away!!!

I'm not ashamed!
and now you're walking away!

I'm not afraid!
and now you're walking away!!

[bridge