New year of '13
Sat on the roof of your one bed apartment
Stared at the city
Oh London you're pretty

The way that you held me
Tight like I'd leave in a slip of the wind
It felt like the future
Thought I'd never lose ya
I was free

Forward to '20
Both of us screaming alive at each other
Get out of my house
I'm done with you now

Said I never loved you
But I always loved you
And I'll always love you
I'm free

I'm nervous to say it
Not one to sleep with a stack of regret
But I'm sorry we got here
I wish I'd done more to save us

Shoulda killed you with kindness
Swallowed your tears when your eyes opened wide
I'm drawing in darkness
I wish I could stop this
And be free