To try to take an order out of muddled thoughts and dream
To watch hope and desire torn apart from the seams
Construct a wall of hatred out of failures crumbled ruins
To crawl with bleeding fingers for the stones to be moved
In my dreams I witness terrors
When I wake up they are true
They're of pain and anguish
Feelings I never knew
To crawl through the maze of life and never find the door
To stumble on the corpse of emotion sprawled across the floor
To stare blankly at one's image and then coldly turn away
To realise I'm not the only one whose soul died today
In my dreams I witness terrors
When I wake up they are true
They're of pain and anguish
Feelings I never knew