I hate myself when I open my eyes
Sunny days feel bankrupt
So I sleep forever
In sweet misery
You were my only good dream

You think that I wanted anything else
Anything other than this
I feel you slipping away from me now
Feel it but what can I do?
Oh

I woke up still drunk with bleach in my hair
I wanted to feel like a stranger
But I just felt like shit
And I dreamt you were here
It's my fault your love disappeared

Yeah, you think that I wanted anything else
Anything other than this
I feel you slipping away from me now
Feel it but what can I do?

I would've never left your life
I feel we were two intertwined
I won't ever cross your mind
And the way that you'll stay in mine
I'll never know why you gave up on us

You think that I wanted anything else
Anything other than this
I feel you slipping away from me now
Feel it but what can I do?