I try to fill in the blanks of my heart
Happy to be numb getting off on the thrill
And I get a rush from the taste of this desolate place
Where no one's in love

Oh, I've tried everything
Will do almost anything, but it's never enough

I play that song, the one that tears me apart
Over and over and over again 'til they bang on the door
I'm drinking, I'm dreaming, there's nothing redeeming about a fool in love

Oh, I've tried everything
Will do almost anything, but it's never enough

Is it hopeless
Yes, it's hopeless
The one word you never wanna hear
And I can't pretend I don't know how it all ends
Just need until then to disappear

I can't pretend I don't know how it all ends
Just give me some time to disappear

I try to fill in the blanks of my heart
Happy to be numb like a miracle pill
I'm magically witty and tragically pretty
A pity I'm still in love

Oh, I've tried everything
Will do almost anything, but it's never enough

If I could get rid of you
And those little things you do
They keep messing me up
I'm trying everything, will do almost anything