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Downturn Lyrics - Artist : Lil Xtra
Back to the wall and the ceilings falling
I wanna leave but the car keeps stalling I hear your screams, I hear it all I heard the first time that you called Be a liar I deserve To clip my wings and fall to earth I hope I fall from high enough that I can burn and burn and burn I've spent so long amongst the soil Watch you smoking pills of foil How the hell did we get here we used to be so clear of mind? Block your number, keep you distant I spare the rod and stay consistent Spoiled all our plans the second I said "let's just go get high" Went and ruined my whole life Went and ruined my best friend Fucking wasted all my time Then I went and ruined everything again So I try not to think about it these days Staying high, getting by, tryna get paid Trying not to scream but I'm in pain Trying not to think of death as an embrace Try to think of anything but your face And the hurt when you heard you're being replaced Feels like I might pop from the pressure Got drunk, made a call, hung up, thought better I've spent so long beneath the mire Left the frying pan for fire How the hell did we get here? I used to care about it all Now we hurt so fucking much Break my heart and split my Dutch Pack it tight and pray to God that we can make it through the fall Went and ruined my whole life Went and ruined my best friend Fucking wasted all my time and Then I went and ruined everything again I sat in the back seat of a broken down Taurus High as fuck and sad that life was over I used your words against you I used your dreams against you And what did I gain? Did I gain clarity? Or peace? Or understanding? Or did I just convince myself that you were the root of all my problems? But in the end I've always known I'm broken And I probably won't improve But hey, here's to hoping Maybe one day we can grow One day I might not feel alone One day I might not feel I'm taking up space And finally feel at home (Finally feel at home) When I'm chalked out on the asphalt Let me go Went and ruined my whole life Went and ruined my best friend Fucking wasted all my time Then I went and ruined everything again |
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