Need help
With myself
Since I was small
I wanted my life to end

Need help
With myself
Still feel nothing
And I thought I'd be dead

I never thought that I would grow old
20 years passed from the first words I spoke
Forgotten child so I found ways to cope
Thinking back when I'm smoking my dope

I never thought that I would grow old
20 years passed from the first words I spoke
Forgotten child so I found ways to cope
Thinking back when I'm smoking my dope

I go back to when we were good
Think I miss it more than I should
I don't like my past but what can you do
I can't change what's written in stone

I never thought that I would grow old
20 years passed from the first words I spoke
Forgotten child so I found ways to cope
Thinking back when I'm smoking my dope

I still think of the smile on you face
Innocent sunshine smothered by rain
You didn't know better than to look past the pain
You didn't know better so it all felt okay

I never thought that I would grow old
20 years passed from the first words I spoke
Forgotten child so I found ways to cope
Thinking back when I'm smoking my dope

Years have passed and we're just more of the same
We grow up fast and we live by the day
We figured out that life is a game
There's no need to win if you know how to play

I never thought that I would grow old
20 years passed from the first words I spoke
Forgotten child so I found ways to cope
Thinking back when I'm smoking my dope

I never thought that I would grow old
20 years passed from the first words I spoke
Forgotten child so I found ways to cope
Thinking back when I'm smoking my dope

I go back to when we were good
Think I miss it more than I should
I don't like my past but what can you do
I can't change what's written in stone

I still think of the smile on you face
Innocent sunshine smothered by rain
You didn't know better than to look past the pain
You didn't know better so it all felt okay

Years have passed and we're just more of the same
We grow up fast and we live by the day
We figured out that life is a game
There's no need to win if you know how to play

I never thought that I would grow old
20 years passed from the first words I spoke
Forgotten child so I found ways to cope
Thinking back when I'm smoking my dope