Don't remember the last time that I felt I could talk to you
Tell you anything of value, how I feel
I don't know how to come back to the love that we used to share
You and me, that's how I feel
I think I been playing too much god
Trying to decide what's good and what's not for myself
Blocking myself from the truth
So afraid of hurting you, oh

Why is it so hard being an act
To know how to act I keep looking back
But why, I had nothing except something
That I now lack, that I now lack

Gucci band keep my pants up, driving fast
Barely break or stop, two hundred on the highway isn't normal
Drowning in desire but I feel none
Drowning in designer tryna feel some, oh
Gucci band keep my pants up, driving fast
Barely break or stop, two hundred on the highway isn't normal
Drowning in desire but I feel none
Drowning in designer tryna feel some

I'm just tryna feel some, I'm just tryna be someone
That my little brother can look up to, never fear nothing
I just wanna get stacks, make sure I got my mom's back
Anything they need I wanna be that
I'm just tryna be someone my dad can be proud of
I'm just tryna show everybody what I'm made of
I just wanna be a good man
I just wanna live a good life, yeah

Gucci band keep my pants up, driving fast
Barely break or stop, two hundred on the highway isn't normal
Drowning in desire but I feel none
Drowning in designer tryna feel some, oh
Gucci band keep my pants up, driving fast
Barely break or stop, two hundred on the highway isn't normal
Drowning in desire but I feel none
Drowning in designer tryna feel some

I'm just tryna feel some, I'm just tryna be someone
That my little brother can look up to, never fear nothing
I just wanna get stacks, make sure I got my mom's back
Anything they need I wanna be that
I'm just tryna be someone my dad can be proud of
I'm just tryna show everybody what I'm made of
I just wanna be a good man
I just wanna live a good life, yeah

I'm just tryna feel some, I'm just tryna be someone
That my little brother can look up to, never fear nothing
I just wanna get stacks, make sure I got my mom's back
Anything they need I wanna be that
I'm just tryna be someone my dad can be proud of
I'm just tryna show everybody what I'm made of
I just wanna be a good man
I just wanna live a good life, yeah