It came down to a choice
I heard it take shape in your voice
To let me know it wasn't you
And again and again and again you
Stay sick. Get your fix
Even if you couldn't see it
Cause you're shadow of yourself
Is this it? Is this it? Is this it? This is sick

Cave in
Knowing that you're throwing it all away
Cave in
Losing everything you've ever wanted
All the memories and no apology
You can't take it back
And that's a part of me, one that will never leave
You can't take it back

It came down to a fall
I heard it take shape in your calls
There was always some excuse
So again and again and again you'd
Stay sick. Get your fix
Even if it takes you from your kids
I still remember how it felt
Take a hit, take a hit, take a hit, this is sick

Cave in
Knowing that you're throwing it all away
Cave in
Losing everything you've ever wanted
All the memories and no apology
You can't take it back
And that's a part of me, one that will never leave
You can't take it back

Cave in
Knowing that you're throwing it all away
Cave in
You can always blame it on your father
All the memories and no apology
You can't take it back
And that's a part of me, one that will never leave
You can't take it back

You can't take it back
You can't take it back