For me
It's hard to not drink too much
Run my mouth and mess it up
Every time I find something good
For me
It's hard to stop looking back
Replaying that heartbreak back
Thinking that I'll always be eighteen

And restless
A train wreck everyone is still expecting

For you, I'd get my shit together
Try to make the bad parts better
Even if it takes forever
To be the man you need
For you, I'd be a deeper lover
A calmer son, a kinder brother
The one that I've been running from
That you see underneath
The fact that you don't wanna change me
Makes me wanna change for you

For me
It's hard to not judge myself
For old sins and all the hell
That I've put people through, but girl
For you
Your grace is like second nature
You see my flaws on paper
ALL spelled out and read between the lines

And trust me
Instead of trying to find a million reasons not to love me

For you, I'd get my shit together
Try to make the bad parts better
Even if it takes forever
To be the man you need
For you, I'd be a deeper lover
A calmer son, a kinder brother
The one that I've been running from
That you see underneath
The fact that you don't wanna change me
Makes me wanna change for you

For me
For me

For you, I'd get my shit together
Try to make the bad parts better
Look at you and see forever
Like I've never seen
For you, I'd be a deeper lover
A calmer son, a kinder brother
The one that I've been running from
That you see underneath
The fact that you don't wanna change me
Makes me wanna change for you

For me
For me