Staring at my phone screen
Trying to ignore things
Baby am I comatose?
Lost me at the party
Before it even started
Maybe I'm just someone's ghost

I've been tryna reach you
Can't you hear me calling out?
Hate to say I need you
But it's the only thing that helps right now

I want you to hurt me badly
I want you to make me cry
I want you to love me madly
Anything to feel alive
I want you to
I want you to

No hero here to save me
Cause the one that plays that part
No God that I can pray to
I've never tried to play that card
Cause I'm young
I'm aimless
Numb
Feeling painless
Somebody wake me up
Cause I hate this
I hate this

I want you to hurt me badly
I want you to make me cry
I want you to love me madly
Anything to feel alive
I want you to
I want you to

I've been tryna reach you
Can't you hear me calling out?
Hate to say I need you
But it's the only thing that helps right now

Cause I want you to
I want you to
I want you
I want you to
I want you to