[Hendersin:]
No one says once you get to the top
Your biggest fear is when you gonna drop
Blew up last year, "All I Got"
I really thought it was never gonna stop
Yes, I did everything I can
Last year made 'bout a hundred grand
Yeah I guess that was part of the plan
Yeah I guess that was part of the plan
But I'm so damn scared I'm just gonna lose it
And I forget how to make this music
And my good faith in my good place
All these motherfuckin' labels gonna misuse it
Man that's true shit
Think 'bout what I had and what I have
Even when my day is going good I think it's gonna go bad
I've...

[Phoebe Ryan (Hendersin):]
Made mistakes (Made mistakes)
Been dishonest (Been dishonest)
Self-estranged (Self-estranged)
Did what I wanted (Did what I wanted, nigga)
Was a fake (Was a fake)
I slept just the same
I'm not a saint (No)
I'm not a saint

[Phoebe Ryan:]
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead

[Hendersin:]
They recognize me in the street, street
Say I'm spittin that heat, heat
Fuck how it seems, I ain't tryna be mean
I mean I'm tryna be discreet, 'screet
Yes it is an honor man, yeah girl I am flattered
But sometimes I wanna go back when my music didn't matter
I've been shattered, I've been broken
And I started, thought I was joking
Now it's crazy, you so lazy
They so pay me, I've got the game open
Let it soak in
All good things must come to an end
So I'm worried 'bout this money that I spend
Because I've...

[Phoebe Ryan (Hendersin):]
Made mistakes (Made mistakes)
Been dishonest (Been dishonest)
Self-estranged (Self-estranged)
Did what I wanted (Did what I wanted, nigga)
Was a fake (Was a fake)
I slept just the same
I'm not a saint (No)
I'm not a saint

[Phoebe Ryan:]
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead
(What up Henny, it's been a while my brother)

[Abstract:]
When they smoke (smoke), they sit back and relax
When I smoke (smoke), I get anxiety attacks
I told this girl my life is crazy, she must not know how it's been
Must've thought I meant it negatively that ain't what it is
I just talk about you, I know (know)
And how far my records go (go)
How I'm gettin' lined up for shows
When I talk about you and the heart you warm
But when you get high you enjoy the view
When I'm high see when I can fall too
'Cause in the game you're on one day
You're out the next, doing at your best and that's real

[Phoebe Ryan (Hendersin):]
Made mistakes (Made mistakes)
Been dishonest (Been dishonest)
Self-estranged (Self-estranged)
Did what I wanted (Did what I wanted, nigga)
Was a fake (Was a fake)
I slept just the same
I'm not a saint (No)
I'm not a saint

[Phoebe Ryan:]
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead
When things are good
I don't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could just tell myself I gotta feel
Feel something else instead
Cause lately life is like a dream
It's messing with my head
I must be dead