Since the fame and the life changed, I watched all the times changed,
I came up as a kid with fucked mind frames, I was so advanced I was travellin' around
I look back to think it's mad what's really happenin' now
From school I was known to have some troubles at home, I had some rage I felt one day I'm gunna explode
But I was loud, always jumpin' like to stay on my toes, tried to make everyone laugh, but only god ever knows
Years down the line, after heartbreaks and hurts B, I was kicked outta collage back on roads in the first week,
You know as a yute am in the hood I wanted money, so I copped me a nokia started shottin' to them druggies
I weren't doin' music either I was just out here,
Them days me and skizy burgled ever house round here,
That was my brudda, he never wanted shit, all he really wanted was the paper circle and some chicks

It was this night I was sat in a cell, do I wanna get life? it's not me I could tell,
Everyday I'm gettin' flashbacks of bad nights I thought back to that and left the shootin as well
My older bro used to say I'm wasting my life, he told me "Fuck the estate" and go an make it alright,
I kept havin' thoughts like is this what it's coming to I sat up from the bed and thought this is what, I'm gunna do,

I started my own label of course, but this one was natural, I promise nuttin was forced
Now I'm that famous kid that every girl wants, when I walk in the room now every girl stunts
And this tune I ain't mentioning shit, but just know that shit I've seen and felts is making me sick
It's just heart breaks and heart breaks it's making me flip,
I thank god my friends don't I've to live what I live,
I thought making it in like was the thing I need and now I'm sat here with some pills so I don't get up and leave,
And maybe run away from the world my bro Ay told me all I really is a girl

I said I can't afford another heartbreak
All this poison in my cup of sweat it's making my heart shake,
Yo fucking hell, let me start
I know my life is fucked already,
So I like to give my circle advice,
And when I love, man my love is so heavy so if my people are happy it's the only way I can smile, real shit