I've been so fucking lazy
Lay around feeling sick as of lately
Throwing up in my bed 'cause I hate me
But, but the swvrm is whatever it makes me
It makes me
The swvrm is whatever it makes me

It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me

It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up

I've been trying to hold onto
A bit of sanity 'cause I need to
But the pain in my chest
Is alive in my head
And the two seem to love one another, another
The two seem to love one another

It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up

It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up

My thoughts a trigger finger
My thoughts a trigger finger
My thoughts a trigger finger
My thoughts a trigger finger

It's not myself that I love
I never gave a fuck
My thoughts a trigger finger
Lighting me, lighting me up