You can see me moving waves around but I don't make a sound

Ain't got no money in the bank
I'm here, I'm here to make them proud

Have I told ya
Well let me show ya
The only soldier
On this road ya

Medicated
Frustrated
Ya I'm alive

Kiss goodbye
Kiss goodbye

Well I haven't slept a wink in days
So here's a cheap fake a smile

I say time is such a waste
The taste it makes my veins run vile

Have I told ya
Well let me show ya
The only soldier
On this road ya

Medicated
Frustrated
Ya I'm alive

Kiss goodbye

Holding the dual blade
Bullet to my brain
Kiss goodbye

Kiss goodbye

Holding the dual blade
Bullet to my brain
Kiss goodbye

You get what you see
You lie through your teeth
I rather be faded then constantly jaded, I'm finding my way "home"
Forget what I said "No"
I lie on this dead "floor"
Open the gates I think I should go

I think I should go

Have I told ya
Well let me show ya
The only soldier
On this road ya

Medicated
Frustrated
Ya I'm alive