Not in the running but this rain is nothing new to me anyway
I see my reflection nowhere near who I should be
The spirit is willing but the anchors of my flesh still hold me down
With every distraction I lose more of who I should be

[Chorus:]
Had many times to try
Before I realized
The flaws in my design
Made me have to ask why
Why'd you make me so weak?
I tried but I'm incomplete
Is this all there is?
All there is to me?

How many chances at redemption do I think I'll ever get?
Keep changing my rhythms for a shot at something more
Miracles happen so why do I feel like I'm being left behind?
It's still in my nature to look for what I can't find.

[Chorus x2]

Is this all there is?
(Is this all there is to me?)
I should be all better now
(Is this all there is?)
This is all there is to me
I can pick myself up again
Is this all there is?
I hope that one day I will make a stand
But right now this is all there is to me

No matter how I dream
I will never be good and clean
Cause right now this is all there is to me
Yeah right now this is all there is to me