Nowadays I wonder if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic and the Adderall
If I tell you that I'm sorry and it's all my fault
Will you fuck me when it's over and the pills wear off?

Lately I don't want no new friends
Really I just wan' blow my head
Maybe it's just drugs I'm missing
Really, I'm just numb to all this
Lately I don't want no new friends
Really I just wan' blow my head
Maybe it's just drugs I'm missing
Really, I'm just numb to all this

Outside, I look calm but in my head I'm fucked
Like why you think I always keep that bottle tucked?
They talk about my life as if they're living it
Like we didn't crawl through mud to get past where we've been

Nowadays I just am not sure
Still giving everything, still need more
Nowadays I just am not sure
I'm not sure, I'm not sure
Nowadays I just am not sure
Still giving everything, still need more
Nowadays I just am not sure
I'm not sure, I'm not sure

Nowadays I wonder if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic and the Adderall
If I tell you that I'm sorry and it's all my fault
Will you fuck me when it's over and the pills wear off?

Lately I don't want no new friends
Really I just wan' blow my head
Maybe it's just drugs I'm missing
Really, I'm just numb to all this
Lately I don't want no new friends
Really I just wan' blow my head
Maybe it's just drugs I'm missing
Really, I'm just numb to all this