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Maintain Course Lyrics - Artist : JZAC
I saw you drift away I watched you go the wrong direction
I tried reaching out somewhere, but we lost connection Loss of words but I finally got the courage Been a mess and this depression really getting on my nerves Guess it could be worse Time to get my act together I really hate that all the pain makes the rapping better In a rut, what the fuck, spill my drink, spill my guts, I've been stuck, and its ugh what the fuck They be looking at me crazy when they stare at me I learned a guarantee ain't even a guarantee I lost my mind over the summer temporarily They said it gets better apparently... yeah right But I'm aight though I don't need a pity party I understand that you really sorry But really sorry ain't gonna really help so don't get me started I pour my heart and soul don't compare me to any artist, that's any artist I've been down and out I ain't ever counted out Thoughts spinning circles in my head like a roundabout Upset cause I wasn't up next Relationships ruined I'm obsessed with success Got my Back against the wall Back against it all Haven't heard from you in months I ain't flattered that you called Saying that I changed nah I naturally evolved That's some shit you'd understand if you were actually involved Receiving criticism, a ton of it Learning to juggle it I miss doing shit for the fun of it And I ain't in denial but it's hard to crack a smile When the years feel like months and the bills start to pile Momma still gone working minimum wage Gotta do something quick I'm at a critical stage But, I ain't copping out Not until my coffins out Anyone who standing in the way I'ma chop em down I'ma chop em down Anyone who standing in the way I'ma chop em down What's the plan again, tell me what's the plan again I'm so numb it's been hard for me to channel in I'm feeling manic like everyone is a mannequin And they don't even blink while I'm panicking (deep breath) I feel you boy I been through it I've seen my house flood with alcohol and deeply get ruined I've seen some shit I wouldn't even tell a therapist I remember being seven with my parents like cut it out that's embarrassing Like God damn how the fuck it get like this Am I the only kid in class who really live like this Couldn't kill you to at least try If I just smile, keep quiet then I'll sneak by, Like nothing's wrong I watched the evils destroy us When you the captain of the ship it's all a part of the voyage It's like you gave your all and it's still failure I learned a smooth sea never made a skilled sailor Cause, even when it's pouring I ain't letting waves rock the boat Pops came to America I'm blessed the man got off the boat Promise I'ma blow while these motherfuckers talk the most I don't need help so don't toss the rope Really think it's funny that dummies all advantaged Act like opportunities ain't ever gonna vanish Living in a bubble That's asking for some trouble Man I learned to eat the dirt and appreciate the struggle I been going through the hustle since before I even knew what it meant I wouldn't change shit homie I would do it again That's the formula I figured out that's proven to win We take what Mother Nature gives and just move with the wind And maintain course |
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