I've gone to great lengths and used all my strength
To try and make peace with the past
But my hearts been broken so many times
I just can't keep up with sweeping up glass
There are some principles I hold as truths
And I want belief in it bad
The love between us gotta be greater than these
Fuckin' secrets that each of us has

Gotta be greater than fear
Gotta be greater than resentment
Why do we measure the rain
Seeking this pleasure in pain
I know that that can be tempting
Maybe my past fucking lessons
Are so deep entrenched in my fiber
They set me on fire
That you tell the truth I'm convinced you're a liar
Betrayal has burned out my senses and wires
My thoughts get erratic and start to get scattered
My soul has been torn, heart has been battered
The rose and the thorn, you know the story
It's old as the dawn but I'm soldiering on
I been sober so long it seems but maybe
I'm still that addict like I was
And I just justify my anger
And you must satisfy my love
My love for you is just so relentless
Can't breathe without you, my soul's defenseless
My oldest fences they cage my trust
And my rage and lust well you rose against
So dangerous and just so intense
That I can't control it at all
But I don't know if I am flying or spiraling high in the sky
With you as my wings there's nowhere to fall

Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Wanna see through the blinds
Will it ever be enough?
Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Tell the truth
But the lies still inside me
Set it up

That's what I keep trying to tell my
Self - but you got me so spellbound
In the past I always fell down
But I never felt how I felt now
So high that I will never come down
Just stay true and honest
And promise that we'll never fall
Maybe my karma's evolved
Maybe my problem is solved
Maybe these ominous walls
So far and so wide
Are ready to silently fall
It's like the stars are aligned
I got a feeling that's really so hard to define
The way we that we fucking and making love
It's like I'm taking drugs
It takes me outta my mind
I know sometimes I'm outta my mind
So I go right back in the rabbit hole
And I think that my old habits died
You know far as old habits go
But you know my soul like no one else
And my soul can be so tragic so
When I get lost you just bring me back
And those powers are so magical
So magical
You hold me close while I'm holding you
Choking your clavicle
Open the avenue
While I explode in you
You hold my shoulders
I'm hopelessly having you
Hopelessly having you
We have these pasts and these ghosts
That we both have been battered through
Cope with these attitudes
You understand me and I understand you
Now we broken and shatterproof

Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Wanna see through the blinds
Will it ever be enough?
Waking up blurry eyed
Rolling over, getting up
Tell the truth
But the lies still inside me
Set it up