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Nerves Lyrics - Artist : Merkules
I don't know where to turn...
You'd think by now I'd learn... I don't know where to turn You'd think by now I'd learn Got blisters on my fingers from this money that I burn But I don't show concern I'll party 'til it hurts They all want something from you, but won't love you in return It's been fucking with my nerves You'd think by now I'd learn Got blisters on my fingers from this money that I burn But I don't show concern I'll party 'til it hurts They all want something from you, but won't love you in return It's been fucking with my nerves Lifestyles of the rich and famous I used to pray one day I'd make it Then I did and it ain't been the same since I've been tripping I've been going through phases I look around and I don't see the same faces Yeah I feel so close I can taste it Impatient, wasted, anxious, I hate this You ain't got a lot a kickin' So you should probably mind yo business Starin' at the clock when the time keeps tickin' The free throw line, nigga shot long distance People say I'm narcissistic The thing is I don't have to play the part I live this I really had to make some hard decisions And I won't ever do it if my hearts not in it That's the shit that I'm used to though Pedal to the metal 'til I lose control All I'm tryin to do is improve and grow Until I'm on stage at the super bowl My backs still crawling with demons Plug my ears and I try not to hear them I don't even recognise the guy in the mirror I ask myself like "Why am I Here?" I don't know where to turn You'd think by now I'd learn Got blisters on my fingers from this money that I burn But I don't show concern I'll party 'til it hurts They all want something from you, but won't love you in return It's been fucking with my nerves You'd think by now I'd learn Got blisters on my fingers from this money that I burn But I don't show concern I'll party 'til it hurts They all want something from you, but won't love you in return It's been fucking with my nerves Sometimes I don't really want to know the truth I'm just doin' what I'm supposed to do Never showin' on the surface what I'm going through Need a fresh start and it's overdue Every single line isn't quotable Gotta manifest it all or it won't come true So let me get a toast to this ocean view Who woulda thought that I'd be livin' like this Now every single song is a hit I don't miss Someone pass the toilet paper man I've been on my shit I'm sick stay away from me, I'm still at high risk You start to notice as the narrative changed While they still sleeping on me, they barely awake I got my city on my back, I gotta carry the weight So if I'm ordering the steak, then I'm sharing my plate And I don't really got time for the guys Cuz I got these problems I'm trying to conquer I do this for the people in line at my concerts You're now witnessing the mind of a monster So I can't pay attention to the fuckery I was looking for something that was right there in front of me Right now I'm trying to work on my recovery But suddenly they all want to treat me like a somebody What can I say man, the irony is real I'm fully independent, I won't sign another deal My eyes are runnin' kill, and I'm firing at will I'm the fireman everybody line up for the drill I had a lot of issues I was trying to conceal You aspired to be rich, I aspire to be real I'm lucky 'cuz I still got desire in me still And the drive's still there but the drive's uphill I don't know where to turn... You'd think by now I'd learn... I don't know where to turn... You'd think by now I'd learn... |
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