Conversations with me inside my dome about dying was really real
Satan plotting his kill
Concealed demons appearing, the sun is hiding from all
They say the bigger you are, the harder you gotta fall
Appalled, feel as low as I started
The target is not attained, the pain is becoming larger
Try to pray to my father, like
"Tell me why is this harder than other folks in my field to become the person I oughta
Be", I don't want to be come a bother
Accordingly I'm supposed to submit whenever I'm caught up
Honestly I don't think I can handle losin' if near
Tears upon tears that brought tears for years
The fear

I swear it feels like...
I swear it feels like I've been doing this for way too long

Tell me everything is gonna' be perfect
I'm working hard as I can, and don't know if it's really worth it
And I'm sorry if this offends you, I'm only human, you know this
It's something I struggle daily with, fear is killing my soul
But I still walk this road
Faith upon faith, all that I know
Like there's nowhere, nowhere to go
Valleys of death, walk with blindfolds
The fear